And so it is.

I need some motivation.

(Source: twelve4twelve)

That was what the scale said this morning. 

That is the lowest number I can ever remember seeing on my scale.

And most importantly, that means I’ve gone from having a BMI in the “obese” range, to the “overweight” range.

I’m so happy this morning.

I haven’t been on here in a really long time but I’ve lost 23 pounds since October and I need someone to share my accomplishments with. 

I need somewhere to post all of my healthy things too!

and I’m employed again! Yay for accomplishments!

Seriously guys, I’m stuck. I cannot get below 192. I’ve lost all motivation to workout, which sucks because I’ll tell myself I will…and then I won’t.

But this weekend was pretty awesome. I hardly ate anything and still managed not to lose any weight. I smoked hookah for the first time. It was interesting. 

ashfsdklghjksdhgksdh!

/frustration.

Weigh in today: 192.4

That’s 2 pounds down. 

YEAHHHH. I’m so excited. I hope I can keep it up and hopefully get below 190 by the end of this week. 

On another note, it was my boyfriend’s birthday today. Which means after I got extremely excited about losing 2 pounds I had to actually eat birthday cake. Which I later ran ran ran ran ran off as punishment for eating sweets. Silly me, I forgot I love sweets. 

My current weight is 194.2.

I want to get down to 190 by the end of the week.

I realize this is unrealistic, but if I exercise enough and eat few calories, I think I can do it. I really want to get down to 150 by April 30, in time for our school prom. 

I’m so tired of being fat.

Here’s a big list of Foods NOT to eat when trying to lose weight…

1. Fried foods
2. Hamburgers & French fries
3. Table sugar
4. Plain Jam
5. salted nuts
6. smoked nuts
7. refried beans
8. Baked Beans
9. Chocolate Fudge
10. Candy
11. Toffee
12. Gums
13. Boiled sweets
14. Mint Sweets
15. Liquorice
16. Honey
17. Soft drinks
18. Tinned fruits
19. Chutney
20. Pickle
21. bacon
22. sausage
23. cured meats
24. ham
25. fatty cuts of steak like T-bone & rib-eye
26. Puddings
27. Corn syrup
28. Fruit juice
29. Cake
30. Bread made with white flour
31. Soda pop, such as Coke®, Pepsi®, Mountain Dew®, etc.
32. All baked goods made with white flour
33. Coffee
34. Biscuits
35. Fast foods
36. Pasta made with white flour
37. Canned fruits w/added sugar
38. Most packaged cereals
39. Alcohol
40. Potato chips
41. Popcorn
42. Cookies
43. Ice cream
44. Cakes
45. Pies
46. All deserts